wow! Sunday was intense! It was full of ends and beginnings. First off it was closing of The Scarlet Pimpernel and B4B. If you came you rock if you didnt (shakes fist angerly.) It was an amazing production. Im sooo sad its over. Well at the cast party i started getting bored so i called he who must not be named. Well we are talking and he's on the computer and he's all like "oh, mabey i should check my email." Then i go "oh shit" remembering the letter i sent him the night before which i talked about in my last entry. He reads it and goes "omg! i also have developed very strong feelings for u." and i go "score!" and we agree to be ummmm... partners..... or boyfriends... or whatever youd like to call us. Im sooo happy! However we are gonna go pretty slow because he wants to be careful since he's rushed into alot of meanless realationships in the past. well i figured i should show u guys the letter i wrote 2 him since it shows how big a flirt i am.
Dear (ha! like im telling his name yet),
Thank you sooooo much for coming 2 my show. I was soooooo glad you got to see it. I admit. During the wedding dance I looked out, saw you, and messed up the dance. I saw you again during Into the Fire and I dropped my sword. Lol! After that I was sure to try not to look at you. But of course at times I couldnt help it. lol. You are so beautiful to look at. lol. uh oh! Kurty is getting flirty. lol. I want you to know that i no longer have a crush on you. I hate to feel this way cause i know we're suppost to just be friends but these feelings are constantly playing games with me. I love you. I truly love you. For you and not just your looks or your hot blue hair! lol! You are naturally a very friendly, sweet, and intressting person and i absolutly love talking to you and spending time with you. You keep me awake all night sometimes. I just lay in bed for hours thinking of your laugh and your smile and your beautiful eyes, and your gorgeous voice. Im sorry if this makes things feel wierd. But you are so easy to love and these emotions are sooooo hard to keep inside.. My life is a musical. Literally. Lol. Everytime I think of you I start breaking out into love song. Haha. Do ummmm…. Normal people do that? What the hell! We all already know Kurtis is far from normal. Lol. But now i finally realize why there are soo many songs about love. Now that im truly experiencing love for myself. Im not asking u out or anything like that. I just feel a lot for you and you deserve to know that because you’re a wonderful person and I love you.
PS: Please Please don’t have this make everything weird. Im really debating sending this because I absolutly dont want it to change our friendship. I love being your friend. On days I have felt very sad you have made me happy. I am astonished more people didn’t go out of their way to be your friend back at Blake because you are one of the best friends anyone could ever have. Those snobs don’t even know what they ignored.
Current Music: Storybook from The Scarlet Pimpernel