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June 22nd, 2005

11:01 pm: Today = Best day of my life
Ok so he came over today and we watched The Village. He started flirting and next thing you know we are cuddled on the coutch. Next thing you know we are kissing. next thing you know..... ummmm... you dont need to know about that one. OMG! im sooo just kidding. Nothing else happened. But it was the best feeling eva to be in his arms. I lurve my life. I lurve him. But afterwards he said that we should still be um... more than friends but need to take it slow. Im like what a hell!!!!! You instigated everything and then say we're going to fast? What eva! I understand. i guess. He has rushed into alot of stuff in the past and wants to be careful cause he dosnet want to screw this realationship up. I dont know. but i can respect that. He still was the one making all the moves so i dont get it. uhhhh....gay men!

Current Mood: flirtyflirty
Current Music: Louder Than Words from Tick Tick Boom

June 21st, 2005

11:45 pm: ::sigh::

wow! Sunday was intense! It was full of ends and beginnings. First off it was closing of The Scarlet Pimpernel and B4B. If you came you rock if you didnt (shakes fist angerly.) It was an amazing production. Im sooo sad its over. Well at the cast party i started getting bored so i called he who must not be named. Well we are talking and he's on the computer and he's all like "oh, mabey i should check my email." Then i go "oh shit" remembering the letter i sent him the night before which i talked about in my last entry. He reads it and goes "omg! i also have developed very strong feelings for u." and i go "score!" and we agree to be ummmm... partners..... or boyfriends... or whatever youd like to call us. Im sooo happy! However we are gonna go pretty slow because he wants to be careful since he's rushed into alot of meanless realationships in the past. well i figured i should show u guys the letter i wrote 2 him since it shows how big a flirt i am.

Dear (ha! like im telling his name yet),

            Thank you sooooo much for coming 2 my show. I was soooooo glad you got to see it. I admit. During the wedding dance I looked out, saw you, and messed up the dance. I saw you again during Into the Fire and I dropped my sword. Lol!  After that I was sure to try not to look at you. But of course at times I couldnt help it. lol. You are so beautiful to look at. lol. uh oh! Kurty is getting flirty. lol. I want you to know that i no longer have a crush on you. I hate to feel this way cause i know we're suppost to just be friends but these feelings are constantly playing games with me. I love you. I truly love you. For you and not just your looks or your hot blue hair! lol! You are naturally a very friendly, sweet, and intressting person and i absolutly love talking to you and spending time with you. You keep me awake all night sometimes. I just lay in bed for hours thinking of your laugh and your smile and your beautiful eyes, and your gorgeous voice. Im sorry if this makes things feel wierd. But you are so easy to love and these emotions are sooooo hard to keep inside.. My life is a musical. Literally. Lol.  Everytime I think of you I start breaking out into love song. Haha. Do ummmm…. Normal people do that? What the hell! We all already know Kurtis is far from normal. Lol. But now i finally realize why there are soo many songs about love. Now that im truly experiencing love for myself. Im not asking u out or anything like that. I just feel a lot for you and you deserve to know that because you’re a wonderful person and I love you.

PS: Please Please don’t have this make everything weird. Im really debating sending this because I absolutly dont want it to change our friendship. I love being your friend. On days I have felt very sad you have made me happy. I am astonished more people didn’t go out of their way to be your friend back at Blake because you are one of the best friends anyone could ever have. Those snobs don’t even know what they ignored.

Current Mood: flirtyflirty
Current Music: Storybook from The Scarlet Pimpernel

June 19th, 2005

01:33 am: Come see the last performance of The Scarlet Pimpernel and B4B's last show EVER! Sunday June 19th at 2:00 pm at The New State-of-the-Art Theatre at The Academy of the Holy Cross 4920 Strathmore Ave. Kensington, MD 20895. From what I hear the audenices so far lurved the show. Yay! I feel lurved, Lots of people came tonight.. Like Sean, and Lubi, and Laura, and Erin, and Fili, and JD, and Heather, and Alice and... and... i hope i didnt miss anyone. Thank you all for coming. I just sent he who must not be named a long love note. hmmm.... mabey i shouldnt have. I dont want to creep him out but i cant help it im a theatre kid. lol. no but im pretty sure its not creepy. lol. i try not to be.

Current Mood: happyin love
Current Music: You Are My Home from The Scarlet Pimpernel

June 17th, 2005

01:15 pm: W00t! Tonight is opening night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Holy Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pimpernel opens tonight!!!!!!! Holy Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well there's nothing 2 worry about! The show is flippin amazing!!!!!!! I mean AMAZING! I just hate this aful hat i have to wear. During The Creation Of Man last night it kept falling off. GRRRRAW! I hope it will work tonight (crosses fingers).  I cant wait! I think some people r coming 2 see me tonight. I know my parents are. And JD told me he is. And hopefully alot more that i dont know about (wink wink nudge nudge). Lol! Hopefully i'll see u all tonight or at some point this weekend.

Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Prayer from Scarlet Pimpernel

June 15th, 2005

12:12 am:


Two DAys till opening night for The Scarlet Pimpernel. Things are finally coming togather. Yay! Mabey I wont have a nightmare tonight. I have had nightmares the past two nights about the show. Everyone should really plan on seeing it. Its amazing! The story, music, sets, lighting will def amaze u. Plus i have the best role in the show. teehee! The bounders are sooooo funny! Its a show that is hilarious, and is really dramatic, and has lots of action, and has some of the coolest music i have ever heard.

Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Into The Fire from The Scarlet Pimpernel

June 13th, 2005

05:14 pm: here is the offical poster for The Scarlet Pimpernel. Everyone MUST come. So that i can have an audenice all to myself. heehee. jk. its gonna be really good. Alot of hard work is going into this show and its really worth seeing. Ok. Well i g2g to tech week rehersal day 1! See ya!

Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: 42nd Street from 42nd Street

June 12th, 2005

10:58 am:

Come to see ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in The Scarlet Pimpernel.

Its gonna be amazing and everyone HAS to see it!

  1. Friday June 17, 2005 at 7:30 p.m.
    Saturday June 18 at 2:00 & 7:30 p.m.
    Sunday June 19 at 2:00 p.m.

$14 for adults, $11 for students/seniors

The New State-of-the-Art Theatre at The Academy of the Holy Cross
4920 Strathmore Ave.
Kensington, MD 20895

oh yea... and my friends Corri, Katheryn, Natalie, Daryl, Elliot, Sarah, and Erik are in it too ;-)

Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: The Streets Of Dublin from A Man Of No Importance

June 8th, 2005

05:27 pm: Wow! 18!
So im 18 now. It dosnet feel much diffrent. Sure i can do alot of new things but nothing kool like going to bars. lol. My birthday was pretty fun. My family went kyaking to this barren island. It was soooo pretty. It felt like the bahamas. The sand looked like snow and the water was like crystal clear. I wish everyone could have seen it. We also went go carting and went to the batting cage. I was pretty good which surprised me. Im more than just a pretty face. (strikes a pose) I told my mom that i was gay. It didnt go all that well. She was shocked and then just said it was a faze and im too young to really understand what i feel. Whatever! My family hasent gotten much exposure to gay people. They dont know how common it is. I kinda wish i didnt tell her but whats done is done. I cant change who i am. Well, today i was walking on the beach with my sister, Kim. She vists like once a year and dosnet live with my family. Well i would feel comfortable telling her but its sorta an awkward conversation to bring up. But luckly she asked me. I told her i was gay and she was cool about it. She has alot of gay friends out in Oregon so it was all good. I've had a fun time. I got an Ipod for my birthday. w00t! Now i cant wait to start filling it with showtunes. lol. Im also happy cause im coming home one day early so i can be there for Pimpernel's last rehersal before tech week. few! I wasent crazy about the idea of going into tech week without having run the show once. Well i should be off. I have to take a shower and then go play mini golf! w00t! See ya!

Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Falcon In The Dive from The Scarlet Pimpernel

June 6th, 2005

06:50 pm: Hello! from NC!!!
Hey! Im updating from the beach! w00t! Its the third day i've been in NC. Its been sort of a blast. We have done lost of fun stuff but i miss everyone at home. tommarow is my 18th birthday. w00t! I just wish my friends were here to celebrate it with me. :( I wish i would have invited someone. JD to be specific. The trip just completly snuck up on me. I've been soooo busy with graduation, and pimpernel, and auditions, and exams that i forgot all about the trip. Its sooo ashame. We are doing alot of fun stuff but i would just have sooo much more fun if some friends were here. i feel alot more comfortable around my friends than my family. I havent yet told them that im gay. I know they assume but i havent offically come out. However i actually plan to tell my parents tommarow on my birthday. :-/ I hope it goes well. On Thursday I had my graduation. So sad. Im gonna miss everyone so much. Afterword we went to eat Thai food. It was fun unfortunatly my stomic didnt like the thai food. lol. Thursday night i brought my sister, Kimberly to Pimp rehersal. It was fun. She finally got to see me perform. Friday I went to see Star Wars with JD. It was really good. I was soooo surprised. Def made up for those two poor excuses for cinema that were recently released. I dont even know why they filmed episode 1 and 2. They were sooooo bad. But both me and JD loved it. I've been hanging out with JD alot. Its been fun. Now that his homeschooling is finally over he can have a life. lol. Right now i dont know what im doing tommarow. My family says they have a surprise for my birthday. hmmmmmm.... i wonder what it could be.

Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Welcome To The World from A Man Of No Imoportance

May 31st, 2005

02:52 pm: Yay! Pimpernel got 100 times better. We started sword fighting. Sooooo much fun! I feel sorry for my partner Erik. Cause im sooooo bad. And we choragraphed Teh Craetion Of Man dance. Its sooooo fun. Kevin went all out on it the way Kevin does best. Visualize Dreamgirls sung by guys and you have The Creation Of Man. LOL! Next week is my birthday. w00t! im gonna be 18. Thats scary! Well i'll be at the beach so it should be fun. Im kinda sad none of my friends will be there. :( But mabey i'll have a party when i get home :) My sister Kimberly is coming in all the way from Oregon for my graduation. I was soo excited cause she has never seen me perform EVER and my voice recital was gonna be on Friday and she was going to come. But it got cancelled. :( Im sure she will eventually see me perform. I hope. So everyone must come to see Pimpernel! Its June 17-19th at Holy Cross. It will be very good :)

Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Alone In The Universe from Seussical
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